excellently behind

i am behind on life.  housework, returning calls and e-mails, bible study, craft projects, editing photos, blogging.

my natural tendency is to retreat at times like this. i want to just ignore everything, which makes me get farther behind.  oh the annoying tie of perfectionism and procrastination. 

but i can not be superwoman.  i need to get more sleep.  the pain from fibro is increasing each day and if i want to keep making it up and down the stairs, i will go to sleep soon and stay behind.  no way am i going to show you photos of my kitchen.  or bathrooms.  or living areas.  or backyard. 

what i did get accomplished today?  i bathed and clothed my children, changed more than a few diapers, put on new bedsheets for the kiddos, did a load of laundry, made baby food, fed everyone (leftovers!), read a book (for fun), played and read with my littles, watched enzo practice his crawling, and put away a few things from the baby shower i helped throw yesterday.  that's pretty good.  tomorrow might be better.  or maybe i will do even less.  but my goal is not perfection, but excellence.  and excellence looks different for each of us.  so i will try to be excellently behind.

but, seriously, does anyone want to come over and fold my laundry?  i think it might be breeding.